[23:07] Ralph: well i finally had a kid..again..everything is going rather well
[23:07] Mikey: hahaha
[23:08] Mikey: so you have 3 now?
[23:08] Ralph: no..just 2
[23:08] Mikey: you sure do ruin a lot of lives
[23:08] Mikey: were they both with the same woman?
[23:08] Ralph: i don’t think so…i am actually better than that really..cause i didn’t ruin anybody around me..
[23:08] Ralph: ya
[23:09] Mikey: okay, so you’ve ruined 3 lives and not 4
[23:09] Ralph: your quite an idiot just like the guys on wht
[23:09] Ralph: seriously
[23:09] Mikey: well, i don’t know, aren’t both of your kids in foster homes?
[23:09] Ralph: no
[23:09] Mikey: that’s what you told me last time.
[23:10] Ralph: only one is in a foster home
[23:10] Mikey: how are you supporting these people?
[23:10] Ralph: i already told you a bit back
[23:10] Mikey: refresh my memory
[23:11] Ralph: disability..
[23:11] Mikey: how is your disability supporting children?
[23:11] Ralph: the only thing we have to pay is diapers..wic takes care of the rest
[23:12] Mikey: okay, so you have the state supporting the children you created.
[23:12] Ralph: pretty much and alot of people do it
[23:13] Mikey: Did you impregnate this woman on purpose?
[23:13] Ralph: ya
[23:13] Mikey: that’s great.
[23:13] Ralph: you can say whatever you like
[23:13] Ralph: i am not a fucking nobody or whaterver like wht says
[23:14] Mikey: well you dont’ seem to have a job, and you’re living with your parents at what.. 25?
[23:14] Ralph: sorry..i live somewhere else
[23:14] Mikey: oh, where do you live?
[23:14] Ralph: not saying
[23:14] Mikey: because you’re ashamed.
[23:14] Ralph: because you’ll tattle tell
[23:15] Mikey: I didn’t really care when you scammed all of those webhosting people, but i think the way you’ve used society is suicide worthy
[23:16] Ralph: you’ll think scammed…when you know the real truth
[23:16] Mikey: i just think you’re just a sociopath who has no empathy for anyone else.
[23:17] Mikey: you’re never going to victimize me, because i’m much smarter than you.
[23:17] Ralph: ok whatever
[23:18] Ralph: i guess i must of been smart of enough to hide my shit from wht and everybody…cause nothing happened and nothing bad has happened recently in my life
[23:18] Ralph: i knew a misunderstanding was going to happen
[23:18] Ralph: i am not that stupid
[23:20] Mikey: You are that stupid.
[23:20] Ralph: please back your claim up would ya?
[23:20] Mikey: Unless you’re just lying about this to try and troll me.
[23:20] Ralph: not lying
[23:20] Mikey: then you are an idiot.
[23:21] Ralph: how is telling everybody what happened with my server being a fool?
[23:21] Mikey: and you’re an even bigger idiot for not realizing that those facts make you an idiot.
[23:21] Mikey: You’re an idiot for knocking up that woman twice with no source of income.
[23:21] Ralph: your a fucking jew
[23:21] Mikey: actually i’m an atheist, and now you’ve compounded your idiocy by being a racist.
[23:22] Ralph: lol
[23:22] Ralph: your really fucking funny
[23:22] Ralph: ass wipe
[23:22] Ralph: your blocked too
[23:22] *** “Ralph” signed off at Tue Dec 30 23:22:28 2008.

lol

i’ll write however the hell i want, about anything i want, and nothing you say or do will change it.

Sunday wasn’t a bad day. I haven’t had a good sunday in a long time, there always seems to be some stressing force surrounding my aura, but sunday I just forced myself to stop thinking about everything that’d been bothering me, and somehow it worked.

The night before, i went to bed at about 6am, and woke back up at noon. I got some maki and a smoothie for lunch, talked with the venezuelan roomie for a little while, and we discussed how his bed broke in half while he was “sleeping”. Then I went back to my room, and listened to the pavement album that I downloaded a few days earlier. This is probably my favorite album of the year, the album is 2 cds long, and just about every song is extraordinarily pleasant.

While listening to pavement I laid in bed. I was a little bit lonely, but I should be getting a little company here pretty soon.

I’ve been talking with a couple of women who have told me they are in polyamorous relationships. People of this variety often concern me, because I’m never aware of the legitimacy of their claim on the front of their significant other. I would like to believe that this is 2008, and that there are all types of relationships, and people are much more open minded than they once were. I just don’t want to be a home wrecker.

Well, one woman is coming to visit from Champaign, IL this weekend, and I’m not sure about the other. They are both beautiful, interesting people, and that’s the only reason why I’m continuing to talk with them. My standards are a little more loose when chatting with fellow single people, but I keep a small group when talking with the already ‘committed’ folks.

This year I get to work christmas eve, christmas day, new years eve, and new years day. The schedule had me coming back monday night at 9pm, and working until friday morning. Then I’m out for 4 days, come back with 2 days left in the year, and I’m also in for the first two days of the year. Man that’s not fair.

I haven’t ever spent a new years ever with another person. Last year I walked most of the night. The year before that I was alone in my parents home, same for several years before that. I never had any friends in oxford, i had maybe one friend last year, but she was out with her friends.

I’m trying to convince myself that all of this is ok. That there’s a perfectly acceptable answer for why i spend so much time alone. It’s all just fucking me mentally as the years go by.

here’s a good song you can listen to

Bye!

[15:09] Mikey: john tell me what you do
[15:09] *help John - hivelocity.net: elaborate?
[15:10] Mikey: what do you do
[15:10] *help John - hivelocity.net: what do you mean?
[15:10] Mikey: the things you do
[15:10] *help John - hivelocity.net: i talk, i work, i eat, i sleep
[15:12] Mikey: this is perplexing for me
[15:12] *help John - hivelocity.net: how so
[15:12] Mikey: i don’t understand this
[15:12] *help John - hivelocity.net: why not
[15:12] Mikey: you see
[15:13] Mikey: there are things which are hard for me to understand
[15:13] Mikey: this being among the corresponding results
[15:13] Mikey: what can one do
[15:13] Mikey: with such things
[15:14] *help John - hivelocity.net: i see
[15:14] *** You have been disconnected. Wed Nov 26 15:14:29 2008.

Walk On Yellow!

the other day, i moved the lamp from the floor to the night stand.

It looks like the truth about wht being compromised finally came out.

It’s good to see that they admitted to what happened, though there is still some denial about the possibilities of what happened.

It turns out, I was right about a majority of what happened. Wiki vulnerability exploited by somebody. Not sure if it was masteritx who was responsible for it, but I’m fairly sure he’s at least partly involved.

I’m ok with it, I guess. I don’t really wanna kick sand in the face of their mods, but it was handled in a less than honest manner, by at least one party. I don’t really believe dennis, jan, writespeak, or anyone other than mat are really knowledgeable of what happened, but I do believe that if mat gave the others the information that they were posting, than he probably handled it in a less than honest manner, possibly to save his credibility.

The main issue is, we don’t have any evidence of what happened. They say that the attacker didn’t have access to the database, but he could have easily gained the credentials by opening the forum’s config.inc.php file with the phpshell he managed to get onto the servers originally. Additionally, he could have used the same methods to install phpmyadmin, configure with the same login credentials he obtained via config.inc.php, and then browse the database that he was writing user logins to. They could have also removed the files that they put there in order to erase their tracks. If wht did log, they might have evidence of what happened, but since the hack can be dated back as early as august, they probably don’t have logs dating back that far.

But, they’re forcing users change their passwords, so that’ll help. Hopefully nobody used the same password for multiple websites, but something tells me they were.

Another problem is that, they say:

This occurred only when logging into WHT through the wiki, not through the standard vBulletin (homepage) login

Which isn’t true, as I was recieving the error when logging in via the homepage on their dev server while the original thread was happening.

But, I don’t know. I’m not overly concerned about it, at least they’re not denying it completely anymore.

Well, sometimes.

I live about 5 blocks away from us cellular stadium. Home of the white sox. The girl I’ve been seeing enjoys coming over, however there’s a problem. All of the street parking in my area is reserved for people who have a sticker which declares them a resident of the area. She doesn’t have one, nor does she have a chicago-resident sticker, because she registered her vehicle in the suburbs where it isn’t fucking expensive as shit to register your vehicle.

This presents a problem when she wants to sleep over at my place during the afternoon. If the game starts at 6, her car has to be out of the area before 2PM or else she’ll be towed. Game-Side parking? $22 god damn dollars.

I’m starting to dislike living in bridgeport. It’s far away from her, getting to work from here during the winter will be a bitch. Though, I am getting used to taking the bus. Previously, I stuck specifically to the redline train, but the cta will take me closer to work in only 2 stops. The previous route involved 1 fifteen minute walk, 1 five minute train ride, and 1 more fifteen minute walk. Now, it’s just a 6 minute walk, a 5 - 10 minute wait, and two bus transfers, from halsted street to cermak.

I have a hero. His name is Yamantaka Eye. Back in the 1980s, he was the frontman for an infamous japanese noise act called “Hanatarash”. Hanatarash was notorious for having extremely dangerous live shows. Here’s a little from wikipedia:

—
Hanatarash was notorious for its dangerous live shows. Some of the band’s most infamous shows included Eye cutting a dead cat in half with a machete, strapping a circular saw to his back and almost cutting his leg off, and destroying part of a venue with a backhoe bulldozer by driving it through the back wall and onto the stage.[2]

At a 1985 show in Tokyo’s Superloft, the audience was required to fill out waivers due to the possibility of harm caused by the show. The show was stopped due to Eye preparing to throw a lit molotov cocktail onto the stage. The performance cost ¥600,000 (approximately $6,000 US) in repairs.[3]

After several years of the intense live shows, Hanatarash was forbidden from performing at most venues, and were only allowed to return to live performances in the 1990s without the trademark danger.[3]
—

Rumor is, eye now spends his nights running into japanese bathhouses screaming in the faces of naked men. Aside from the bit about the cat, this man is my idol. And if you think the whole bit about driving a backhoe onto stage during a performance is bullshit,

Eye is a genius, and a lunatic. I think it takes a special kind of genius to pull off being a known lunatic. Listen to the entirety of this song. It’s probably the most melodic hanatarash tune to be produced, and I can’t seem to stop listening to it today.

On monday I had a date with su, and she’d been bugging me to chop off all my hair, so before I met up with her I went to hair cuttery to get all of my hair cut off.

It wasn’t because she’d recommended I do it. Several people had told me to do it, so I figured chopping it all down could only improve things.

So, I have no hair now, and life’s a little better. A college-aged girl on the street smiled at me yesterday, the security guards in the building all complimented it, and best of all, su finds it totally adorable.

before:

after:

Bye